Beautiful Lady

The way you carry yourself regarding your body is like you training to get a gold because your looks are equivalent to a Diamond and such soul is scarce like a platinum.Your beauty awaken the Gods and your walk make a lot of man turn their heads and it is not that you attract cheap fellas or anything like that but it is because no soul ever existed and still will not be like you,talk the way you do,behave the way you do,have the same identity.And your unique because you don't want to be better than others but you different in the universe,you see things that other beings don't
Hope to be continued by writer himself.................................

by Thabo Solomon Junior Davhana

English women

Women this days are very English wise hence still slaves in their work place (working in a call centre and getting paid R1000 for working over 8 hours, Even Men aswell.
 English doesn't give you a good status, but it gets you to communicate better only.
 Women this days tend to belittle each other and they are very selfish, meaning they no longer voice out for each other, for men still voice out for each other. We all have our history good and bad memories but that's not the reason for turning cold. Let's make every day a women's day where by you show love, help and appreciate each other.

How do you do

I'm really confused feeling like its the end, hear me well you will be surprised

I woke up that morning and i was suspecting that its happening....slowly walked to the toilet to check if its really happening., not periods but the life changing factor

I had them in my arms, i took a stop in-front of a bath tub.. i took it out and then i did it.

I suspected that i might be.......... but refused to believe, those two objects approved 3 weeks +

Knowing that i'm homeless and have no one, but him and him. two of them only.

That day it was not cold but i felt cold, it was not hot but i was hot confusing i know

I told him something that he already knew, he acted like its not happening continued to play the racing game 

What do one do it this matter indeed, get rid of it he said and i was keen to do so but i'm holding back

it will make my life better i know but i would love to see how it turns out

NEVER GIVE UP

 Never ever in your life give up,I mean even if you think is hard than do it hard yourself,you got to have faith and never let no one tell you that you can't do it and if you fail,well a lot of them did but all you need to do is to keep moving forward because is not about how hard you fall but is about how many times you get up due to our life being limited because we have to live our lives as if is our last because some day you'll most certainly be right  so we can't waste no minute or hour living other people's lives...When have something special or rather good than you have to protect it against all odds and make sure that you go after it with everything you got because nothing is impossible,everything that can be invented has been invented now you can be anything,if you can just decide.

STUMBLING IN MY SHOES

This is a time in life that I ask myself what am I really living for??

DEAR LETTER TO BE READ BY YOU AS ME..............
I write this letter in pain, tired of being used and bond by laws that lead to death.
 Repenting, changing my ways of serving my stomach and negative thoughts that lingers every day.
 Crying to God asking him to set me free seems like a rhyme that rhymes in vain, knowing that eventually I will have to pay with my life.
Choosing what seemed to be a solution hence knowing the results is doom..., harsh as it sounds but can’t run away from the really truth of a momentum solution to hell.

Truth be told we all think its an easy way out or get over your problems in life>>> scratch that,they are not problems they are challenges for we are able to overcome them just that our minds are over shadowed by emotions of failure and things not happening. eish!!!!! Is what you will say and I will be here waiting to hear you say I did it but I am giving it up.!!!!!

READ IT WELL WITH YOUR MIND IN IT

MISCARRIED BUT BORN CONTINUES.................

Im in pain no matter how much i laugh, its so hard to explain this on words
All i know is that mommy ran and left me to die a slow painful death, death of the heart
Putting on a strong face for his sake is all i could do
Unspoken words of my heart on paper, lesson learnt and still learning
Feeling like im in the middle age crisis as young as i am
Turning 20 years seemed too hard to sustain
being tempted to go astray but him in thoughts keeps bringing me back
Philosophy as they call it, but hear me now
As hard as the earth was created, circle it became
no imperfections although tough to live in
Broken dreams and life is what you find here
Categorize me in the one of broken dreams, family destroyed
Listening to Zahara singing Phendula hence still not believing that he would

MISCARRIED BUT BORN

I'm troubled in mind, my soul is threatened by suicide. God knows hard I'm trying.
Hearing that killed my appetite of food..........
Killed my appetite of life, tried to explain to him he was to busy to listen
I'm tempted around......., NO! I say confidently
Walking around with heels and me being beautified is all I have nothing more
Why did she leave me to survive all alone in this world
Did she know the future then chose to run
She gave up on us before time, seven years ago
December 2013 is approaching, eight weeks is all that's left
I wonder how will I get through that month
I confess I'm distressed, dead in heart
No matter how hard I try to laugh, talk during the day
Night time comes and reminds me of failures in life
Strong face I show but truth I'm weak
If only I knew Dad would run while I'm still born, if only I knew Mother would run while I'm in adolescence stage
I would have ran while I was only two weeks in mom's womb
Spared her some pain
Miscarriage was the only solution to this pain.........will continue!!!!