I'm troubled in mind, my soul is threatened by suicide. God knows hard I'm trying.
Hearing that killed my appetite of food..........
Killed my appetite of life, tried to explain to him he was to busy to listen
I'm tempted around......., NO! I say confidently
Walking around with heels and me being beautified is all I have nothing more
Why did she leave me to survive all alone in this world
Did she know the future then chose to run
She gave up on us before time, seven years ago
December 2013 is approaching, eight weeks is all that's left
I wonder how will I get through that month
I confess I'm distressed, dead in heart
No matter how hard I try to laugh, talk during the day
Night time comes and reminds me of failures in life
Strong face I show but truth I'm weak
If only I knew Dad would run while I'm still born, if only I knew Mother would run while I'm in adolescence stage
I would have ran while I was only two weeks in mom's womb
Spared her some pain
Miscarriage was the only solution to this pain.........will continue!!!!
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