I was as young as 14 years old when my mother died. However that was not the day i died inside. The death of my inner soul began when she was there but not there, she would wake up at 4am in the morning and come back at 7pm in the evening everyday so i did not have time with her, even to know her. Then sickness struck her- Cancer, TB and Pneumonia got the best out of her, i lost out on her. Now back to me;.. I was physically and emotionally abused by my oldest brother to the point that i even landed in hospital. The thought of killing my self then began... i drank a rat poison but because it was bitter so i spitted it out, drank a lots of pills but nothing happened only could not eat but no one cared that i eat or not. tried to kill my self again because i was hurting inside , had no one to talk to as well...
Will continue............................
I learned from this as it prepared me for the future.
ReplyDeleteYou are very brave to bare it all, I have no doubt that you will be helping so many in need - not to mention it being a great form of therapy for you.
ReplyDeleteYou have come this far, keep on keeping on.
Ola Amigo,
ReplyDeleteSweet I am proud of the woman you have become. God allowed you to pass through all that to make you a living testimony. If you have pass through all that you wouldn't be helping the youth today.
I hope you will remain as loving, energetic and humble as you are. Let nothing discourage you just live life to the fullest and fulfill your purpose in this earth.
Lastly never leave God cause He loves. You were able to survive all this because of Him.
Love you nana and I hope you know I'm happy for you and all your achievements. Remain true to who you are and you will go far.
Peace!!!
HEY ria.
ReplyDeletegrowing up without a Father has done alot in my life it has done GOOD and BAD but there is one thing people forget . what happened can Break you or Make you . and it seems to me it has made you like what happened to me i took it and learned to be a better Man .